Dear Diva, thanks for your post :))
Dear Danielle, no, none of these activties cause me avoidance anymore. I just feel that I don't want anything. OK, this evening I am going to the theatre, but it is not that I am very excited. And I do not feel panicky about it. I just don't want to do many things. No excitement about them.
Also, I have a lack of appetite. I am seeing my psychoterapist next week and then we will see what is what. It is also difficult to understand what causes me to feel like that. Do my thoughts lead to feeling depressive or does my depression lead to negative thoughts? I don't understand anything and I am tired of trying to understand all that stuff.:( Very often I have thoughts like- Why me? What have I done? But I'll keep working...