Hi Guys, I have posted a lot about this in the past few weeks, my Husbands dad has Cancer for the 2nd time in less than a year unfortunetly there is nothing they can do form him and he is on drip all the time for pain a home, I had a bit of a panic today my head went a bit funny and then I just felt like I was someehere else could even picture it and felt weak, tired, starry eyed, not with it, could feel my arms and legs and felt like my hands would'nt work. I have to be strong form my Husband as this is s very tough time for them, and if I cannot handle it myself without freaking out and feeling funny how and I going to be strong for him, this is really bothering me as I get really shaky seeing my Husbands Dad like that. On another note I had a Hospital Appointment for my eye the other day I was really nervous felt sick, was worried I would have to have drops in my eyes and that they would make me feel faint and funny but I did'nt and the appointment went fine I have a Holmes Aides Pupil basically carn't figure out what to do between light and dark so dilates big a lot of the time.
