Hi there,
You know, I felt like that, I thought I had one disease, then when that issue cleared up, I thought I had another illness that made me weak also, and then went on until I finally dealt with it with a counsellor and got to the bottom of this fear.
I remember how scary it was thinking all these things and upset I would get with myself.
I'd found out that I had certain triggers that would start up an "illness" and then I would fly with it. Now, I understand these triggers and how it affects me.
I remember saying to myself also, "why can't I just be happy and content with what I have", now to a point, I am with the help of a counsellor, this program and understanding my triggers.
I hope this helps....Maggie :)