Hello DM , im so sorry to see that you are feeling bad atm . Will echo what Miki wrote about you being a great person and so kind and helpful to all of us . Its hard to see that you are feeling bad because you are usually sounding so strong . But we are human , and you are a hard working mummy .
OK im going to sound flipping stupid now , i thought OCD was a condition that people had to do things in repetion . You flick a light switch like a zillion times because they think something bad might happen . Im sure a programme i watched many moons ago they were showing people doing things like that .
As for the thoughts on religion , i am a believer but i sometimes have thoughts doubting it and confuse myself !! I think i also i told you once that sometimes i have horrible horrible thoughts just pop into my head that scares the hell out of me and make me think im sick . Thankfully not very often . I have a great imagination too , like if im out i sometimes think what if i walked into the road . Just silly things like that . Im better at shrugging it off now .
Damn im off point again sorry . You may know that its just a setback but it dosnt make it feel any better does it . I had a setback a few weeks ago . It would have been easy to freak out big time but because of you and others . I didnt . Still felt like carp mind you but i got through it .
Hope you feel better tommorrow , or if it is a case of a really bad time of the month . Because i find that every so often that you get a really horrid one .
Take care DM thinking of you
