Welcome! Saw many of your posts before but just saw this thread, thought I would drop in and welcome you to the forums even if I am somewhat late at it. I am pretty sure I had said welcome int he oops post though!
Welcome to our support community! We are here to join you on your trip, and will help, support and encourage you ever step of the way. Please take the time to read through the program, and familiarize yourself with the tools are resources that are available to you through this site. You will find that there are many people who have been or who are going through the exact same thing you are.
I'm new here, but highly qualified (with time and experience) panic attack sufferer. I'm just recently coming to terms with the whole situation and stepping out the box and into the whole "letting go" scheme of things. Gotta say, it took a long while to grasp even the idea, but the little I've experienced makes the whole trip worthwhile, and the trip ahead worth the risks. Hope has treated me frivolously over the last couple years, but ironically the more I let go the better hope treats me. Cheers to the trip ahead, however long or short it may be, I'm taking it round the world.
Oh, my name is Joe, hope to share a great experience with you all (Ha, I'm hoping already!)