hi to me it seems like im never going to recover, i feel very panicky at the moment sitting next to my daughter and i feel like im dying!!! (again)...... i jus dont no how to have a more positive thought that i will get better. how have you all done it?? and well done
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LOL. I never realised until the PAs began that I am a control freak! My therapist actually pointed it out to me when I had PAs while he was trying to hypnotise me but when I did a self-relaxation technique I was fine. I didn't want him to control my healing process!
Much introspection has also made me realsise that I hate commitment! Getting married to my wife was easy as I have always known that we were meant for one another but signing any contract causes me great anxiety. Buying a car, signing a lease agreement or a job contract really freaks me out.