Rofl, once you get back out into the world Chris, your gonna be a force not to be reckoned with...
Though keep in mind, the whole deal with anxiety is that we focus on the problem. If we don't see a problem, then we don't know about it...how then can we worry about it? And even when we do worry, how do we continue to worry about it, unless we are continuously focusing on it?
I think the big difference between our anxiety, and say your sisters studies to become a math teacher, is that our anxiety holds us back, while hers creates a future to build on. But in the search for knowledge, I've begun to realize how to incorporate my "obsessiveness" into more productive things...and since the anxiety feels so uncontrollable, it makes a change into me feeling unstoppable when I find the right things to focus on. But I always try to be wary of others when I feel unstoppable, I'm no saint, but I'm no devil either.
Keep searching for knowledge and sharing, you make damn good points.
And I don't know how well my grammar and all that crap is, it looks right...but I never did too well in english, or history for that matter...loved creative writing and math though...except geometry...but a master at rambling...