Thnaks for responding Diva. Yes, I love your sig. I sometimes have to repeatedly tell myself that to get through rough spots. Only med that I have consistently been on since this all begin some 8 years ago is Paxil. It seems to work well.
This episode is totally different, in that, it's lasted a longer time than usual. (Since, 12/04/08). Also, usually my anxiety centers around sleep. For the most part, it was the same up until last Thursday night. I had a anxiety attack while trying to go to sleep and that set me back. Also, it really frustrated and depressed me as, I thought that everything was going well and the end was almost near, at least for this time.
Now, despite sleeping, in the mornings, I have depression/anxiety. Usually, (..and thank God it does), it goes away mid-afternoonish or once I get around others and do a lot of interacting. (i.e. work) The weird thing about it is that if I don't sleep well ( say 4-6 hours; disjointed..etc), I'm more anxious in the mornings vs being depressed. However, if I sleep really well (6-8 hours; mostly contiguous). I wake up depressed. Just seems like a never ending saga. However, I believe that "...this too shall pass".
Anyone with similar experiences?