Hello, everyone. I feel like my family and the select friends that know anything about my panic and agoraphobia are laughing and talking behind my back. I also feel like I am letting my husband down because he is fully responsible for all the finances in the house now. I feel like my son thinks I am crazy (which is how I feel half the time). The people who are trying to be understanding, just can't. I feel like a hypochondriac, which causes me to lie and hide the way I am feeling. Trying to be "normal" around certain people. Makes me tired and really never want to go anywhere because at home I can just be myself and not worry about trying to act normal.
