I wonder if others feel discouraged like I do. It's bad enough having something with a social stigma. Now I find I have to take these small steps, so small they seem insignificant.
An example is trying to cook. I can't take the "college" level course, since I'm so wired, and things just move much faster than I can barely keep up. On the other hand I can't set a goal too high, since then I'll be turned off.
All I'm trying to do is feel more comfortable in the kitchen...I just wish I could be at a higher level, before I'm too old...it feels demeaning somehow, to admit that I'm taking baby steps...
