Thank you so much for all the advice, When I do see the dr, I will ask to start slow with med. I am super sensitive to all medication. I hate that I had to raise my XANAX myself today. Actually I could take as much as .75 mg per day, but i try very hard not too. I hate taking any medication, but I have asthma too, and the inhaler really makes the anxiety hit high. I had to do something, I was afraid I would start screaming today. I paced the floor for at least three hours. Too me that is really nuts, I have never had it this bad before. I hate having to wait to see the dr, but If I have to, I guess I can take more xanax until I get to see her. I have been trying to get by with .25, but it's not working. I upped to .50 and it helped, a little, but I still feel terribly anxious. I wonder if I will be able to get thru this, I want so badly to go back where we moved from. I was doing well there. I don't want to hate this place, but I can't help but associate all this panic with this town, and the struggle to get around. Plus I know noone, and that is so scary. I worry that I will go over the top. I would love to sleep. If I could sleep during the day, I could stay up at night while my husband was home, and get by. But I can't sleep much at all. Well thank you again for letting me talk about this. I really don't know what to do. I had no idea it could get this bad. So Scary!!!!
Jeanie
