Even though it is my last semester left of school, going back to school is really tough for me. This is my 4th year doing it but it never gets any easier. Going away to school is really difficult for me, and if I had the choice to do it again I never would, but its too late for that.
I guess its cause I hate change, and its really difficult to leave my family, friends, and girlfriend to come to a place where I feel like an outsider. Its my first night back at school and I'm sitting here panicking like crazy, in tears. No one seems to understand, they just think I'm a loser or immature cause I can't handle being away.
I think I'm going to try seeing the school psychologist this week. I know I'm usually a bit panicky and have anxiety but this is too much.
