I have been running around and trying to get everything done, I actually shopped last night, other than almost having a car accident on the way home it went well, it shook me up but I know traffic is hectic this time of year, busy and crowded.
I have not had a monthly since October 25th, and I was SO hoping it would hold off till after Christmas, I missed in November, I started today and I am so upset! I was so hoping NOT to get this, I have been doing so well and I just know this is going to set me back and if there was ever a time not too its this, I do not want too ruin Christmas with bleeding and cramping and worry. I am afraid its going to be bad, and I guess I need some encouragement, my only saving grace is by Sat or Sunday it will almost over, hopefully, I just dont want to have a bad one and ruin the holiday, I am so mad it came for Christmas, I missed in November, I am in peri-menopause, I thought I could be pregnant, but my Aunt said no its just the start of the change, you skip and miss then start..........I am sure its not a miscarriage, I had no morning sickness and I was bloated and hungry all week so I assume PMS, like always before I start, this is never a good time for me through and I dont want to get sick and ruin Christmas for my family, I pray its short and sweet and goes away quickly for the holiday.
I am sure other ladies on this board have had thier monthly on Christmas eve and Day, how did you get through it? were you scared? Sunny I need you and the other ladies! I dont want to back-track, guess I need some encouragement that nothing will go wrong, if I ruin the holiday my husband will never forgive me!
