Thank you Davit and Carmie,
The headache went away and now its back! Its like a pain behind the eye that is moving all over the head, it scares me because normally my anxiety and stress go too the stomach head pain a little new for me, I took my pill and I ate something so hopefully it will go away, I just have to KEEP telling myself its not a stroke just a tension headache and nerves or perhaps a little hunger or reading too much, I did take a early afternoon walk to burn off some energy, and I slept pretty well so I do not understand why the headaches are so bad, I hope they go away a CAT scan is not something I want, I probably dont need it I just need to relax a little, I know I am worrying about the holidays, last year this time I was pretty much on top of my game, this year I am not cards, cookies, shopping, gifts etc.......I hope and pray I can do and survive it, maybe the headaches are just stress I hope.
I know what you mean about the strep throat Carmie, exactly what you are talking about! My neighbor had a cold and came out a few days ago to talk to me, and of course I worry about getting it. I do not think you have strep, you dont have a fever, and youre glands swell and you cannot swallow good, the good news is anti-botics wipe it out in 2-3 days but I do not think you need them, I so worry about health too, when I get sick or bodily symptoms I go way down emotionally! so way down.
That scene you described sounded so peaceful Davit! The snow covered trees, dark blue and bright, in fact I am trying to visualize that right now as a calming safe place too go in my mind! How I wish I could have snow here, so pretty and calm.
My neck pops and grinds too Davit I think that is what started the headache the other day, but today this one is "different" I have a pain behind my eyeball and its more in the temples and side than the back, God I hate too analyze every little ache and pain! Like I am focusing on it now and of course the more you think about it the more worse it becomes, I know.
How did other members, after now having panic attacks get over that "I am dying every day" feeling, its a terrible horrible feeling to think everyday will be you're last, if I could conquer that I know I would feel better its so hard through, but I am working on it like we all are.