Hi,
I am brand new to this. I am also so desperate to find a way to live life. I have never opened up to anyone before in my life nor told people how I feel. I think the biggest reason for that is that I think how I feel is so weird and stupid. I tend to over re-act to everything that happens. I'm at one of the lowest points I've been in a long time. I go to work in a daze, and I can't do anything I use to do, when I get home at the end of the day I don't do anything, I don't even wash my dishes. I've gotten to the point that I don't even feel like making food for myself. I'm only 22 as people remind me I have my whole life ahead of me, and I think thats what scares me the most, the thought of living like this for that long. I want this to work for me!
