hi
i am new to this site. i have been struggling with past traumas and it has affected my self everything badly. i have taken up drinking to help me cope and thats has destroyed many parts of myife . and u can imagine how that helps with my depression and anxiety . its like a circle feel anxious and down i drink to feel better but seeing as i have a problem drinking i have done some really crappy things and affected so mny people that its just makes me worse and hat myself even worse. so now i am not drinking(day one again) but am feeeling so low .the only thing getting me through is my family who love me still and these sites with the great support . i do lovemy life although i have low self worth issues fron childhood traumas that u would think that i do not love my life because of my bad decisions.
i am not trying to have a pitty party but do feel low. i will be taking AA meetings but also need to sort out my past once and for all because that is the root of my evil.
