I think it's the hardest thing about this quit...to get slammed with an intense nearly all-day-crave this "far" along. It seems so unreal and illogical when one should be past this. And then one feels that no one wants to hear about it either. Posts about it all being about attitude don't do me any good...maybe even make it worse. Wish I could switch it off...but that's not me.
And then the days where I feel pretty in charge. NICE. And it is getting better, but very, very, slowly. Still, I remain precariously balanced here.
I do hope that I never lose my empathy for smokers. I don't like or dislike the smell of smoke; but I'd rather not be around it only because it is a temptation. It is such an addiction. It should not be legal. Smokers aren't bad people. They are legally addicted, though.
Oh well, the jouney continues indeed. :8o:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/18/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 107
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,312
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $963
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 17 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 10 [B]Seconds:[/B] 10
