Please, please don't beat yourself up!! I would say in this case talk to your doctor, see if there is something else to help you. I asked my doctor for wellbutrin, and it worked like a charm. It is not for everybody though.
Just don't quit quitting. You can do this, it just may take a few tries. What was your trigger? Go over your coping mechanisms, learn from it and move on.
Andrea
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 97
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,946
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $460.75
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 8 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 26 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15