Hi everyone. Sorry I was gone for a while there. Just been real busy with work and sometimes being on this board made me think even more of smoking.
Anyway..I've been doing great. The craving believ it or not have become stronger after all this time. I think it's because I went to step 2 from step 1 with the patch.
Today i learned that a very good and dear friend of mine lost her baby. I don't mean in a miscarriage. I mean his first birthday was later this month. He was the most adorable baby boy. His mommy and daddy are utterly devastated and I just feel so freakin mad!
It amkes me feel like, why the hell should I quit smoking if when our time comes our time comes, rergardless whether we smoke or not.
Deep down inside I know I'm not going to let myself smoke because of what happened. But I needed to say that outloud for everyone to hear.
I bought myself a bottle of wine. It's safe, all the stores are closed and I don't have cigs in the house.
I guess I just wanted to express how I felt.
Thanks for reading.
My Quit Stats
Since Sunday, September 17, 2006, I've been smoke-free for:
19 Days, 21 Hours, 25 Minutes, 41 Seconds.
I have saved $104.88 by not smoking 398 cigarettes.
By not smoking I have added
1 Days, 15 Hours, 42 Minutes, 39 seconds.
to my life expectancy.
