I hate being adopted. It causes so much anxiety. If you're not adopted, you just don't get it. Not having access to biological medical information, knowing your birthparents were FORCED to give you away, not knowing who you look like, not being with your real family. It blows.
I have $15 left in my bank account and once again my parents are demanding proof that I drive way way way out of my comfort zone. I am fine pushing my comfort zone but going miles out of it isn't going to happen. I can't magically be able to drive everywhere.
Davit if you're trying to say I should be grateful for being adopted, please hold your thought. You aren't adopted and don't get to have an opinion on something that does not personally affect you. Should I go around to you, an unadopted person, and say well you should be grateful your parents gave you life? Why should only adopted people be grateful for things? The answer is they should not. It is what it is.
About 95% sure after a 13 year search I found my birthmother. And it broke her heart to give me up. All the clues are pointing to the adoption agency and her parents forcing her into it.
Just dealing with it by trying to find a job so I can at least work for the month of December and make enough money not to starve to death in the winter.
