Hi all! This is my first time ever in this message board. I had just done a few self-screening for depression online and it seems like I am depressed. I just feel like my life is falling apart.
I am 25 years old, married with one child. I'm so frustrated with my life. My husband and I got married way too early (it's been 3 years). Before we got married, we were going out for about 3 years. First serious relationship in highschool. I guess we got married because we didn't wanna lose each other. Now, it's been almost 8 years total and we're having problems. We're both at the age where we're barely starting to figure out what we want in life. To make the story short, we're just not seeing each other eye to eye anymore. I'm very unhappy. Sometimes I just want to die so I can get away from all my worries. The only thing who's keeping me alive is my son, whom I adore, he's my life. One good thing though is that I don't think I can ever dare hurt myself or commit suicide.
I'm a big worrier. I worry about almost everything. Lately, I've been forgetting what day it is and etc. I don't know. I hope I'm not in serious trouble here. Just need to vent.
