I have been "depressed," or so I've been told, for about 3 years and I have to wonder, is depression real? I am beginning to think that it's not just me and a few other people that "live" like this. I wonder if everyone is depressed and humanity is now doomed. Is this the beginning of the end for humanity? Are we all going to be depressed until some revolutionarie comes along and convinces us all to suicide and start fresh with some new advanced species? This just isn't ok for me, I've seen the doctors and I have to say, they don't seem to be much better off than myself. My last therapist didn't have a clue of what she was blabbing on about, I could shut her down with one mark of cynicism and we'd just sit in silence for the rest of my hour. Family doesn't seem to help at all, they just push me out and tell me I have to "snap out of this phase" I'm going through. And friends, don't get me started, perhaps it is because of my unwavering ability to choose the most self involved peaches from the tree, but friends don't seem to stick around too long. So, now that I have finally concluded that there is nothing more I can do........
