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I'm 55, male, been married 3 times, all 3 acloholics, diagnosed with Parkinson's disease 2 years ago (on Sinemet, diagnosed with ADHD 1 year ago (on Focalin), have 2 teenage sons living with their mother 2 blocks away, working 2 part time jobs, been self employed for 14 years, trying to close dying business, finances are disasterous, bank threatening to take real estate, state department of revenue threatening to take everything, have seriously past due tax records
that seem impossible to complete, have 89 year old father with 90 year old fiance, father (I hope!) quit driving after wreck in September, have older sister 700 miles away who will probably lose her job in Jume, feel strong obligation to family (especially sons),
feel obligation to customers with work in progress, have seriously past due orders needing completion, in spite of excellent insurance owe numerous doctors, trying to sell house (probably won't happen in
time), trying to refinance house (may not happen at all), most recent divorce 2 years ago, ex and I filed joint bankruptcy almost simultaneously with divorce, finding ADHD and Parkinson's make operation own business impossible, have not worked primary part-time
job for a week due to flu, need primary part-time job for insurance benefits as well as income, feeling pressure from supervisors at PT job to be there with no regard to my health, need to replace income
from business (not sure how), need to complete jobs to close business, if property sells not sure where moving and task seems overwhelming even if known, girlfriend of one year pulling away due to dealing with her own problems, snow all over the place and it is ****ed cold, television hasn't worked for months (silence deafening), no car radio (stolen along with about $3500 other stuff including business tools while on vacation), loss was not insured (agent hadn't
provided coverage I asked for and thought I had), broke, Christmas approaches, amazingly still want to live (not sure why).
Probably some stuff I've left out. No clue where to start dealing with mess. Attempted sale of house and refinance are the beginning, but takes time (not sure I have it).
Feel I need a team including doctors (GP, neurologist,
psychiatriast), social worker, attorn
