First, going to a dr the first time is always hard. But dont chiken out, your doin the rite thing. You dont always have to spill your guts the first time in, theyll still help you. Get a feel for him/her and then if you can, tell them everything and if not, just the basics. Either way your still doing the right thing and it will help. As for your mom, mines the same way. If she says your life is perfect, try explaining it to her. If shes stil that way, dont let it deter you from getting help and accept that she isnt going to accept it. You cant always change peoples view cause sometimes they dont want to see things. If you want to talk or anything you can email me at topprincess1@hotmail.com I promise I will write back.