Well my depression is very overwhelming.
Growing up no one said, "yes, you have a right to be sad." I mostly heard, "cheer up!" I guess that's pretty typical.
I have no community of support, just abstract and unreliant people that flow into and out of my life, not really willing to help when I ask. Its scary to be a single woman, deep in debt from school, and struggling with these issues.
Point of this post. I find interactions with men, especially romantic, trigger a lot of my depressed symptoms. What are they implications of this? I have been abused by men sexually, and women emotionally and physically. I want a relationship deeply, but men who offer become deamonized, by me, before one can develop. How can I overcome my own deamons. I can't afford therapy, and the subsidize therapy provided through my university had expired.
