Why do i feel so guilty about things that i've done in the past. My marriage for many years was unstable resulting in quite a few indescretions, which i am not excusing, i know all the reasons, i have anorexia and manic depression which i have suffered with for years, but i have so much to live for, two beautiful healthy children and a wonderful husband, the latter i have only recently realised. I have spoke to him and he says let the past go, and move on, he loves me and forgives me, but why can't i get rid of my negative thoughts. Feel like dying if wasn't for my kids.....!