They are only thoughts that I get..I have never in all those years physically harmed myself. I don't feel that I ever would either...I just think about it as a way out when I'm feeling down. I would never actually follow through. I think when I tell people I am feeling suicidal it's more a cry for attention from others, that's all I really am looking for.
Hi venus_rockstar,
Please contact your doctor or counsellor about these concerns as soon as possible. The Depression Center is unable to help you with your concerns regarding suicide. The Depression Center was designed to support individuals with Depression. Our Support Specialist are not trained to help individuals who are having suicidal thoughts.
If youre thinking about harming yourself please get the help you need by calling your family doctor or call 911 to talk about how you are feeling. Ask a family member or close friend to take you to the nearest emergency room. If you live in the USA, dial directory assistance and ask for a 1-800 suicide hotline or go to http://www.hopeline.com to get contact information for a suicide hotline in your area.
We hope you find the help you need!
Casey
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The Depression Center Support Team
Hi star rock; I know exactly how You feel,when I'm feeling really depressed I tell my husband that I would'nt blame him if he left me, or why does he stay around. He tells Me that he really loves me, and I can't help the way I am, and maybe I'll have a better day, and sometimes I do. We all feel like failure its part of sickness. I hope You'll have a better day.
I've always struggled with low self-esteem and self-worth. I am having trouble with everything in my life. My relationship, myself and my work. My boyfriend cheated on me 3 yrs ago and we are still trying to get over that. I told him I forgave him, but I can never forget. It's made me feel completely worthless inside.
I have done telemarketing for 2 1/2 yrs also and have had people yell at me and tell me off every single day for those years. I've tried getting a new job...I've gotten 2 since then and I can't keep them. I have been looking for full-time work for a long time and I finally got it and I am screwing it up. I have only worked there 3 weeks and have called in sick 4 times already. I feel like I can't work. I feel like a failure.
I have thoughts about suicide almost daily and wonder why my boyfriend even loves me at all...I feel like a nobody, why does he think so highly of me? I'll never understand..he's been so good with helping me feel better about myself. He always compliments me and supports me in what I do...but I feel so lost. I don't even know who I am anymore. I don't take part in any of my old hobbies, I don't have any friends anymore. I've pushed everything out of my life. I'm just ready to give up.
I seen a councellor last year and we are currently seeing a councellor again, but I feel like it's not helping me...I feel like there is nothing I can do to fix this....
