Hi Sara! You seem to be the closest to my age around here, I'm also 15. It seens like we're going through the same sort of thing. I've had 2 attacks in the past month, both of which unfortunately occured during school. I kept thinking that I'm not alive, I'm dead, I'm just a dead body sitting here in a desk. And so, I used my pecil to scratch at the back of my hand, until I saw blood. That is the only thing that I can do to convince myself that I'm really alive. Don't worry, [b]I[/b] don't consider you to be satanic, since I was tasting my blood way before I ever got diagnosed! I've never heard voices, at least not yet, but I have really weird thoughts, like, "I shouldn't think so loud, someones going to hear me." And I couple of times I was sure that the thoughts that I was having weren't mine, someone else was putting them in there. God, those things are NOT fun. But anyways, if you need to talk about, oh, whatever, just e-mail me. Seems like we've got a lot in common.
-Gloves
CalleyzKat@yahoo.com
