I have a minor triumph that I want to share becuase - it's been a while since I've felt good. I took an anatomy exam last week and I was worried about what the results would be. I studied but I never felt I studied enough and I really thought I had confused four answers. I was expecting a mediocre grade because I really felt that I had studied with mediocre effort.
But, I got a 100%
It has been ther first hundred I've made this semester!! The start of this semester was horrible for me (I was walking straight into the fog). I couldn't get anything right - well, had no one to blame but myself - I wasn't reading a thing. I wasn't doing my homework and Iwasn't keeping up with the readings. No matter how much i tried to get disciplined and now matter how many times I told myself "tonight, I AM going to read. I am going to do my homework and I am going to change." I couldn't do it. I had no motivation even though my college courses were the only things that kept me going for a while - this was all I had to look forward to.
I didn't make a drastic change, but instead of tackling so many things at once, I studied a little over the course of several days.
I really can't believe it; it's a strange kind of happines, but I hope it lasts a little longer. :)
I'm smiling!!
Take care everyone.
I'm very glad taht I found this group!
