Hi, the topic catch my attention and just decided to add in my side of story. It's always the question i've been asking myself: Is life being fair to me? Very often, i would be tempted to answer 'no' when it comes to comparing myself with few close friends of mine. I always like to compare. And often, i compare in areas that i lose out. But then again, i realize i do not deserve to say a loud no when i know that all i need to do is just a few clicks on the internet or quick glance on the newspaper to find pools of unfortunates out there. So what am I? A poor **** hanging in the middle, just stuck in the streams of life neither happy nor unhappy, lucky nor unlucky. Honestly, instead of revelation, this sounds more pathethic to me.
But there's deeply one point that i can be proud of out of the daily blues, is that i have depression that none in my social circle has. And that's why they don't understand. A consolation in the pain, somehow. :)
