Hey Kat i have only been married for it will a year next month but we have been together forever(seems that way anyhow)You need your husbands support to get through this tough time so try not to push him away i know its hard but im sure he will support you as best as he can.I wouldnt say you are dissapointing him either although iknow where you are coming from.It is just a moment in your life that will make you stronger in the end.I have a tendency to overreact to everything too so i know how you feel there.Its the depression thats making you feel queezy i was tired all day too then when i did go to bed i lay there for hours worrying about everything unable to sleep which obviously dosnt help.Try relaxation techniques warm bubble bath then a warm drink tell yourself i will worry about such and such tomorrow and if you wake through the night tell yourself the same thing thats what ive been doing anyway i think its helped me im feeling much better so there is hope.Gabbi
hi Gabbi! i have been married two years now. how long have you and your husband been married? when i say i feel like leaving him its only cause i feel like im just dragging him down with me or something. like they say if you really love something you should let it go. i dontknow if this sounds dumb its just that i would hate to be the person to bring him down. i love him more than anything and hate that i am dissapointing him and now that he sees me for who i really am i feel like i need to give him the option to just go if he wants to. i dont know how to explain it. but also like you said if he was going through something like this id stick by him through it. i guess this is a test on how strong our marriage really is. i just hope hes not getting sick of me now he is rarley ever around and when he is it seems like we are always fighting and i know its cause of me because i over react to everything now. i didnt sleep at all last night and cant keep any food down latley i through up blood this morning and that kind of has me worried i dont know what that is i am gonna get that checked out this week. i feel so tired like just sleeping but i cant sleep because im constanly worring all night. im so tired and drained. how do you get through the day? its hard for me to do the simplelist tasks.
