Hi, all. So between this program and getting back to doing what I love to do, I've had 3 full days this week with ZERO depression! There are still some concerns with finances, my relationship, etc., but I don't feel like everything is a hopeless endeavor anymore. After months of overwhelming depression, anger, and fear, I finally feel like I am on track and in check. I feel strong again.
I will be starting treatment with a homeopathic doctor on the 20th, and then with a therapist following New Year's. I feel like, as long as I receive some assistance on anger management that it'll all be OK, and I'll have the skills to deal with and possibly even avoid bad life situations.
Though I've spent all my nights since my move alone, I don't feel lonely. I'm actually enjoying the time to think life through! I just hope all this lasts...