Hello, shadowsminion!
I, too have felt and seen that horrible fog and haze. There must be some source of light close by, else you wouldn't be able to see all the darn, nasty fog, right? Trust me, I was where you are now for several months, and this site has helped me tremendously! We are all here to help each other out and through the tough times. You will get out from under the fog and find the sun has been there the whole time...it was just hiding.
Love to you and much luck with this program, Liz