I'm so frustrated. I'm going to have to switch to another med. My psych NP (who I LOVE) told me earlier this week that if my side effects didn't get better, they'd have to switch me to something else. They have gotten worse this week!
I cry everytime I think of switching meds. I'm so tired of the anxiety attacks, fatigue and multitude of other side effects that come with a new med. I'M JUST SICK OF THIS ALL!
why can't I be "normal", sane, not have ups and downs and all that crap? why me?
I'm learning about the grieving process in school right now, and if I had to pick a stage, I'd say I'm in between Anger and Bargaining. If I take this pill and go to my therapist, I'll be all better. OR this pill isn't working = anger!
UGh! I'm just super frustrated. This week my new med has induced migraines for 7 days, dizziness/lightheadedness whenever I sit up, stand up or walk too fast down the hallway. I've also been experiencing nausea, blurry eyes/vision, lethargy to the point where it HURTS to hold up a small paperback book in my hand to read it. Constipation, itchy skin, you name it, I have it! I'm falling apart! I'm 22! How can this be possible?
This is insane...someone please stop the train, I want to get off.
OH and now after a 10hour ER visit I was diagnosed with vertigo. Another med, plus I still feel dizzy and have a pounding headache. wonderful. my life is interfering with my life.
i hate it.
