Geeee, I was telling you about how I was feeling and not about me. I am probably a lot older than a lot of you. Here is my life in a nutshell...Born to a teenage mom, locked in closets, adopted at age 4, I had an abortion, I was a teen mom, when my second son was born I was assaulted and my babies taken out of my arms, lost natural parents and adopted parents,suicide attempt, struggled with eating disorder,house burnt, have a handicapped son, I was abused and abandoned, husband had an affair, estranged from 2 of my 4 children and watching the other 2 struggle with depression and drug abuse....that pretty much brings us up-to-date. I am an optimist for the most part, I have a strong connection with God which I am thankful for because I believe HE has kept me from using drugs. I grew up in south florida and I've lived in Northeast Ohio for years and I believe the lack of sunshine has made my condition worse. I
have spent time in theapy to learn ways to cope and understand my feelings
