Hi everyone, this support group is a real comfort, i come home from work and I read what other people who are in the same position are feeling and it helps alot...just to know you aren't alone when you feel so desperatly unhappy as though the world were cracking around you.my (almost) ex husband brought my daughter back home tonight and he moved the time he wants to pick her up on sunday forward again to early in the morning. I said no because it will mean he has her three days a week and I can't stand that idea, it's too long. my baby needs to be with me..I don't feel he really cares about her, its like he's showing her off as a sort of doll.i really want him to stay away now, he is really calm and doesn't shout or anything, but just says and does cruel things.Things he knows will hurt me or my family.I want to run away with my little girl sometimes to a place where noone knows us. he intimidates me telling me he will break down the door or hurt me if I am not home when he wants Mila. I seem to have a talent for hooking up with men who have abusive personalities and I still have the scars (visible and invisible ) to remind me. I fell in love with my husband because I thought he was so gentle and harmless, would never hurt anyone. I was so blind, I have grown so old in four years.one thing is for certain, I have done with marriage now for good
thanks for listening..I'm not really used to just talking about myself all the time like this, but it does help to have a vent and read other people's vents.
hang in there everyone, there is always,always light somewhere.
xxRosie
