I feel embarrassed about my anxiety as well. I too don't want anyone to know about it at all. No one but my mother gives me any support when I need it. I recently had a serious episode that followed with uncontrolable anger and resentment to my husband for leaving me alone. My husband was upset with me and told me I was crazy and over reacting. I spent the next day in bed sobbing. Refusing to leave or see anyone. My husband only hurt me more by staying out on the beach with his friends instead of trying to understand what I was going through. He thought it would be rude to ask people to come up to our place on the beach and then just leave them out there while he staying inside with me. Ever since then, I've been the most depressed i've been in months. a real low. why do people treat us like its nothing? are we crazy?