Yesterday was truly an acceptance day or "drop your armour" day. Over the last couple of years, I've designated myself to be the pillar for the family, as my wife was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, my youngest has some serious OCD tendencies and most recently, my oldest daughter, has developed an eating disorder. Sounds like "crazy" has infected our home, but we are a great family and close in communication, so this compounded for me, coupled with a point in my life (43) of questioning where I'm at, was an excellent catalyst for a complete breakdown. I'm not suicidal, but I truly just want to stop. All of it. I've an appointment with my MD this afternoon but have enrolled in this program because I need some kind of hope.
