Hi Everyone, just joined.
I have Probably been suffering from depression for most of my life, had a breakdown about 10 years ago but did not do enough about it at the time, moved to Bulgaria and had a small hotel built 7 years ago, have been masking symptoms with alcohol since I don't know when, started drinking too heavily maybe 3 years ago, sought help and stopped over the last 6 months, my wife was unsupportive and finally left me a month ago, hit bottom then, in the last 6 months I have gone from having a good business, marriage, and a great lifestyle to total fear and hopelessness, but I am working hard to get better, let the future commence.