My name is Amit. I have had depression throughout my entire life. From 2012 to 2013 was my recent year without depression. It all started when I got fired from a job I had spent a year applying at. My marriage has fallen apart after 10 years. I have a child whom I miss. Our marriage was fine in 2012-2013. However, when her parents arrived from overseas in 2014; we were all living in a 1 bedroom apartment; 4 adults and a child from April to Dec 2014. Late 2014, I lost my temper and punched a hole in the wall. 2 weeks after, social services got involved and instead of taking my son away, seperated my wife and I. Since Decemebr 19, my wife and I have barely spoken. I cope depression the wrong way. I have trouble concentrating at work. I am told to give up and move on from the marriage but I do not know what to do.