I have been here before and got at least half way through the program, feel better, and go back to life. Yet, here I am again, worse than ever. I'm in such pain, everything hurts. I'm dizzy and so tired I think I will faint. It doesn't go away. I'm anxious driving for fear I will just drive right off the road. My wrists hurt, my head hurts, the light is too bright, my stomach hurts, my throat....argh. I am trying to read the lessons over again but even that is hard to do. I was hoping all this would be over. I seem to get a bit better but then I go down even further. I'm so tired of being so tired. If I had a bad life in a war-torn country I could forgive myself for feeling so depressed. But I live in a country with a great standard of living. I'm not rich but I have food, clothes and shelter. I have no reason to feel so unhappy.
