Good Morning Lady,
You sound sooo sad and alone. But please know that you are not alone. Since I stopped smoking I've been having some pretty creepy dreams myself. And as far as thinking about smoking. Last night I was talking to a friend by telephone. I told her I felt like going out to get a pack of cigaretts. I also told her that I would make sure I was lying down just in case I fainted; I wouldn't have to worry about falling and hitting my head or breaking any body parts :). There are days when I don't crave cigaretts that much. But for some reason yesterday, I just felt like smoking one after the other. Even now, I feel like smoking. Sometimes I just sit and read the different post that are posted on this sight. That helps me a great deal. I have another addiction, but I've been cleaned for over 20 years. So I apply some of my slogans from my other addiction to this one. I do not smoke, just for today. I do not have to worry about tomorrow. Just for the day. I you feel that today is tooo much then break it down to seconds. I will not smoke just for this second. Hang in there. Just think about all of the money you will save. If you are anything like me, I loooooooovvvvvvveeeee clothes. The money you save could be a shopping spree, or perhaps a vacation :). Best of luck to you. Keep the good work up, good girl, You can do it :p. I don't mean to sound condensending its just that I'm around little children a lot and I say things to them like good girl or good boy, and they love when I say that. To be honest as old as I am when one of my friends say good girl I love it, I beam with a big smile as if I was 5 years old . :p. I just read your quit meter, LADY you are doing great. And look at all of the money you've saved as well as Life gained. Now he life gained is more important than anything else. Lady you've come to far to turn around now. If all else fails, pray and pray much.
Bobby
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/31/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 11
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 194
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $62.15
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 57