Man I feel down today.
I have had altered taste sensations in my mouth all day. That metallic acidy taste just stays there. Feel tired and down. Have even thought of smoking and the thought simply sends me back into the cave. Not certain of what I will do for work tonigt and I have to be there and I hope I am not a B@#$h, oh well.
I don't feel excited about much and if I do the excitement wains in minutes. I was all high about my garden and what was coming up. And that just seems flat today. It is bright and suny nd warm today and that also seems just flat.
I never know if I should post this stuff and my thought is do it all radically different and see what happens.
So here I am I am quiet and I think I will just put my hands up over my head, wave the white flag and surrender to the blaghs. (all te while chanting this too shall pass, this too shal pass, this too shall pass,[and crying now please, now please] this too shall pass, this too shall pass) AND there is a part of me that wants that excitment and fun loving part of me back and back pronto.
Sorry to feel so down and that is for me what is in this moment.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 52
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,052
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $390
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 8 [B]Hrs:[/B] 13 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 23
