Hey Bingo,
Sending you comforting healing light your way right now.
You didnt mention if you had a friend or family go with you.
I identify with your frustration, you just want to know now. I know.
Im sitting there right with you, close your eyes, take a deep breath in through your nose and slowly breath out through your mouth. Now Bingo, you dont know if this is what it is. These tests will let us know what it is, once we know what it is we will do what we have to get through. Your body is reacting in fight or flight, this is what happens when you are anxious or having a panic attack. Lets get informed, find out what it is and take it from there. Do you have camomile tea? I love camomile tea its so relaxing, lavender oil will help you relax also. light some candles, put on some soothing music and close your eyes and just let it go.
It may be beneficial to you to have a chat to your doctor about how you are feeling. Just getting it out there is going to help.
That nicodemon is exactly what it is a demon. You are so strong, you're not listening to his lies. He is NOT your saviour and he will definately not make anything better for you - ever.
Never apologize for expressing how you feel.
If you need anything or if you think im being a pain in the rear let me know.
PrincessC :) x
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