Glad to hear you're jumping right back into the quit.
I think some of us just have to find out if what the addiction (nicodemon) tells us is true or not (if you just have one it won't matter, if you just smoke you'll be able to accomplish this or that, yada, yada). My experience of slipping is almost identical to yours, which is my throat/lungs hurt, my face flushed, heart raced, I stunk, my mouth tasted like crap, and I felt miserable remorse. And to top it off, I didn't get a damn thing done afterward as I was too busy feeling awful!
I'm glad to see you are not beating yourself up over it. I don't have an answer as to what to do about not finding the motivation to do certain things that you did in the past. But I do know that I am still defining "normal life" for myself yet. What seemed like normal life to me as a smoker does not always feel comfortable today as a non-smoker. When I start noticing that I do what Marie does, just take one day at a time, doing that day differently and knowing that some day I it will no longer feel different.
Hang in there Jan58,
Ericon
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/18/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 44
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,540
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $319
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 47 [B]Seconds:[/B] 24