Life has been great. So why am I down? Why after last weekend being an eye opener and I finally feel like a non-smoker? Who knows. All I know is deep inside I feel blah, down, depressed, whatever you want to call it. Just had a 5 month reward (made my husband sit through a movie I picked), looking forward to my 6 month reward Dec 7th (oh and its huge!!!) but this just wont go away. I am already on antidepressants so that wont do anything. Maybe its the weekend blues (the challenge of conquering the weekend with a smoking husband). Maybe its the upcoming Thanksgiving when my entire family comes over for the day and they ALL smoke (even my dad gave up on his quit). I just need something funny to read. Read all the recent threads/posts that are funny or uplifting but nothing is helping. I helped a couple people here get through a rough spot yesterday. Maybe I spent all my energy helping others. Maybe its because I wanted to help Jan so bad but she succumbed to smoking agian. Who knows. Just need something. Or maybe I'm venting. But I've already made my weekend promise so rest-assured I will NOT smoke during the next 3 days.
One day at a time, or in my case, 1 minute
Kim
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 156
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,910
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $631.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 13 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 42