So I'm reading all your responses and I can barely see the screen from all the tears in my eyes. You guys are great!! I am really finding this to be an emotional rollercoaster for me. What I find even harder I think is that my husband is also quit, 12 days now, and he's been fine. Not a craving, not a tear, and hardly an outburst of emotion or frustration. I'm so jealous of him. But, I am a hormonal woman I suppose, so there must be tears involved somewhere!!! I am proud of myself, my oldest daughter is so happy. My 5 year old was and is still clueless to the fact that I even smoked. I would only do it outside, and never let the children see me taking a drag or even holding a smoke, I'd keep the curtains closed. I'm sure she smelt it, but she's never said a word about it. She asked me the other night why I didn't go outside anymore, I asked her why I went out anyhow, and she replied, "to talk to Daddy out there silly" So I'm not sure if she knows or not. I will set an example for my girls now, and I'm sure these whacky emotions will subside soon enough, you think?? Thank you so much, to you all. Your words of wisdom have really helped me and will continue to do so. You are all my big foot, kicking me in the a** when I feel a bit weary of my journey. Again, thaks a bunch!! Hey, 2 weeks down, the rest of my life to go!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/3/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 15
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 154
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $127.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 29 [B]Seconds:[/B] 38