I am really frightened for I have to go to court tomorrow over access rights to my daughter. I suffer from agoraphonia and lately I have been experiencing really bad symptoms of unreality. Has anyone else experienced the feeling of being there but not? And everything kind of looking odd? It makes you feel like you are on drugs and is so disturbing. It is like I am so sensitised, the slightest thing can set me off. If something alters in a room, I feel bad. Does anyone else experience this?
I am so scared that the sensations will really overwhelm me when I have to go to court tomorrow. It will take about three quarters of an hour to get there and I have developed such a fear of being in the car. Then, of course, I have to be in court. How will I cope? Sometimes, just looking out the window in the car is enough. Do you think something bad will happen to me if the sensations overwhelm me? I feel anxious now thinking about it, the worry is really getting me down.
I hope someone can help.
