Dear Tululi, First of all I agree whole-heartly with Catlin, you would make a fantastic Mother, I have prayed you concieve soon and lit my Blessed Mother candle for you. When I became pregnant I did not have panic disoder that came just 5 years ago, I did have real bad high-anxiety and health anxiety, I worried alot my whole pregnancy I had some problems which settled down and had a beautiful son. Its funny through after he was born, I totally forgot about my self, my health anxiety went away and all my worry and concern were directed towards him, which I think was a good thing, I did not take meds, some women do some don't, I came across a site one day called the "Baby Center" where women post and talk and their were some great posts about meds and pregnancy. Let me know how you are, I just got off the phone with a christian counselor and I am still kind of reeling from it, I am going to write a post about it and when you have time let me know what you think. I went to 20 miligrams of Paxil today, I am queasy and my vision is blurred {that scares me about the vision} but trying to hold my own. Talk to you soon, I hope you are having another great day, God bless, Debbie.