Thank you so much Anxious-In-Toronto, vickivdb, and Casey for posting! It really brings a smile on my face to know that i'm not alone and that people (that i dont' even know) really care.
Anxious-in-Toronto, I dont' know what it is, but you alwayssss make me feel better. U told me you cannot help me out on this one cause you are in the same boat. Well, to tell u the truth, you really helped me smile today. I was feeling down....but you made me realize that those good days,weeks or months that we have are SOOO WORTH trying hard again. I thank you for helping me realize that. Its just so hard to remember those good times when you are stuck in the present 'bad' times. So I promise i will work hard. Its just draining for me sometimes!
Casey, thanks for making me feel welcome to express my feelings. I just thought i was complaining hehe. But i guess its good to vent once in a while and get other people's opinions!
Vickivdb, thanks so much for responding. We are all in the same boat, and we all know what we experience. U are right, i wish i can just tell my anxious thoughts to get lost lol.
I just want to overcome a fear and get it over with. I don't want to come back to that same fear/symptom allllllll over again...that is what discourages me. But i promise i will keep strong.
bye!!!!